impossible dream。。。In my heart is more beautiful。。!

anyway 就这样吧 蛮好的,如果这样美好一辈子 何尝不是件幸福的事情,
无论什么事情只有自己心甘情愿的做,就当人生的插曲了,

The north and south can't hold no chance,
I think, i am not that stupid to make such mistake !
to be or not to be,that's a question ......
sometimes ( for me this is the first time and maybe the last time) we cannot help having feelings of love for somebody else, it is natural. But there are limitations so that we can not always live and realize some of the dreams we have, that’s the reality of life. ......  and I can share these strong personal feelings with them....and just can talk to some strangers make me feel not that regret...
Now, a little tired,
In these days, I tried something to get my mind off you. But they dont not work
I'm so traditional, if I tell you... i feel like i would've betrayed myself and my friend ,But im so obsessed...
I want to share these strong personal feelings with u... even I feel ashamed about having such beautiful feelings.
My friend, I just hope not regret .. so I tell you my feelings…Hope not make you uncomfortable and I know everything will be ok just need time...
I hope you can cherish the good things about our friendship. Also hope I can still be your friend in future -real good friendLet us keep in touch, enjoy your life...
I also think maybe because of my immatured mind cause this series craziness. But being young doesn't necessarily make us immature. We're social creatures. (Some more than others!) ,that's natural !
Anyway, move on and just let it go. I think I will keep this feeling in my bottom heart forever since it's worth for me to cherish !
need time to delete it !(god bless me)

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